I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's essential to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember, you don't have to go through this alone, and there are people out there who can support you.
If you are in immediate danger or need someone to talk to, please reach out to a crisis helpline or seek emergency medical assistance right away.