I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember, you don't have to go through this alone. There are people who care about you and want to support you.
If you're in the United States and in immediate crisis, please consider reaching out to the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255). It's free, confidential, and available 24/7 to provide support to individuals in distress.
If you're located in another country, there are usually similar helplines available. You can search online for crisis helplines specific to your country or region.
Additionally, consider talking to a mental health professional who can provide support, guidance, and appropriate resources to help you through these feelings.
Remember, it's okay to seek help and reach out to others. There are people who care about you and want to support you through difficult times. You don't have to face this alone.