I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Depression can make you feel hopeless, but there is help available, and people care about you.
If you're in immediate danger or need someone to talk to, please consider reaching out to a crisis hotline or emergency services in your country. They can provide immediate support and help you find the resources you need.
Remember, you don't have to go through this alone. There are people who want to help and support you. Don't hesitate to reach out to someone you trust or a mental health professional to talk about your feelings and get the assistance you need to navigate through this difficult time.