I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a parent, guardian, or a trusted adult. Remember that there are people who care about you and want to support you.
If you ever find yourself in a medical emergency or need immediate assistance, please call emergency services or go to the nearest hospital right away.
Additionally, if you're struggling with emotional or mental health issues, consider reaching out to a mental health professional, counselor, or a helpline to talk about what you're going through. They can offer support and guidance during difficult times.
Take care.