I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember, there is support available, and people who care about you and want to help.
If you're in immediate danger or need someone to talk to right now, please consider reaching out to a crisis hotline or emergency services in your country. They are trained to provide assistance and support during difficult times.
In the United States, you can contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255). If you're in a different country, a quick internet search will help you find the appropriate crisis helpline.
Please remember that there is hope, and seeking help is a sign of strength. It's essential to talk to someone about what you're going through, so they can help you find the support and resources you need to cope with your health anxiety and improve your mental well-being.