I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. They can offer the support and guidance you need during difficult times.
Please consider reaching out to a friend, family member, or a mental health professional immediately. If you're in the United States, you can also call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255) for immediate help and support.
Remember that you don't have to face this alone, and there are people who care about you and want to help. Please prioritize your safety and well-being.